𝐻𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 ♡

Being confidence is so hard in this time and age where everything is just like pretty, perfect and flawless and every single thing it just looks so unreal point where you're looking at that and then you're looking at yourself and you're just like how? how is someone like that how is something like this or how someone's life is this perfect and i'm not gonna lie I had a lot of confidence issues mainly especially after I download an Instagram and I'm not going to blame this on anyone but like myself for just being a dumb bitch and I'll tell you why.. Growing up it was so hard for me to blend in with people or it was so hard for me to like you know enter a classroom full of people, It so hard for me to just enter because I feel like everyone's looking at me, it's judging me everyone is staring at me or everyone's attention is just on me. I think that's number 1 problem with just being confident I feel like everyone thinks that everyone is looking at you. You know anything and everything that you're insecure. It's just overthinking and overthinking can kill you alive. I think I was around form 1 or 2 in high school when I think I was didn't like do makeup, I didn't take care of my hair, my skin and my face. I would just like wash my face go about my day. Being 15,16,17 I had like companies of people calling me ugly firing me because I'm not much pretty and I had dusky skin tone. It took a lot of time. It took a lot of time and it was hard to ignore the opinions. Stop thinking about what other people think about you. I don't care what people think. People probably call me fake because got eyelash done or like doing make up. I don't care what people think if I'm insecure of something, I'm gonna get it fixed. I pretty sure I'm gonna be caught for without make up. I genuinely like took a mirror kept the matter in front of me and I told myself no one cares. People are going to talk shit about you anyway whether you're fully natural, you're fully fake, you're religious or not religious, you go to church, you read the bible 75 times, you know all the 12 disciples. A society they want to pull you down and drag you with them. Just think it, We're all alive right now, you and me or Billion peoples in this world. They're all gonna die together 80 years from now. Imagine you're 80 years old an you regret about things that you love to do when you're teenager. Right now you're the youngest, right now like right now!! If you want to do something do it right now because you're gonna regret this 30 years from now! 30 years or 50 years from now. First thing with like being confident you have to listen to yourself, you have to only listen to yourself first and then comes like other people like you friend or family whatever. It is but you come first you're responsible to make yourself happy first. I know I have 200+ followers right now but do you think i'm gonna post my make up looks and everyone's gonna like it ? NO. but I am gonna like it ? YEAH. Go now and look at yourself in mirror and do what's makes you happy.